sadly, I miss this site.

I don't know how I feel about my new one

new xanga username

www.xanga.com/sherryyyyy

go.read.now.

Currently Playing Transatlanticism By Death Cab for Cutie see related

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I'll try to remember.........

that if you're in a band, you must be way effin' cooler than everyone else.  like the Sensory...damn how did they get so cool.  but then again, I guess that everyone's equal and nobody's better than anyone else, so even if you are in the Sensory, you need to relax because you're just regular people.  man, maybe I should go kill myself. I'm a friend stealer.  I'm a slut, too!

and if you're Ed, Erik, or Joe Quince you know what that means.

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alright, well today I had to go back to school which sucked more than life itself.  I am getting so incredibly restless, I don't know.  I just want to get out.  I know...'don't wish your life away' but I can't help it.  Really.  I just need to be done.

the cool part was when my best fucking friend ever, Joe Quince, got a new seat next to me in Trig class.  ppppsshh.  you wish you were that cool.

after school, Chris Winnen's car died so my dad and I (yep, still not driving 'cause my parents are cooooool) helped Tenza jump it.  It was sorta funny...

whatever.

catchmeifyoucan

Currently Playing Pretend You're Alive By Lovedrug see related

it's amazing the look in your eyes
like you could save me
but you won't even try
then you tell me again
how everything will be alright

if I told you that I'm sorry
would you tell me you were wrong?
or would you hold me down forever
if I came to you for answers

I saw pictures in my head
and I swear I saw you opening up again
and I would be heavenly if baby you'd just rescue me now

while I'm surrounded, you spill
all alive and brand new
and I'll forget about you long enough
to forget why I need to

I saw pictures in my head
and I swear I saw you opening up again
and I would be heavenly if baby you'd just rescue me now

the days are drifting away from me
I still wake up burning through everthing
it's all I know
somebody save me now

and I saw pictures in my head
and I swear I saw you opening up again
and I would be heavenly if baby you'd just rescue me now

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I can feel my mind, wandering again
into where I dont know, and will I ever get home?
time starts moving, faster than I can.
and I'm sick of this scene, I need to break the routine.
two roads...split off from here,
and my life goes running in opposite directions.
exaggerating the barrier between who I am, and who I want to be

Currently Playing Wet From Birth By The Faint see related

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hmm 2005.  that looks kind of strange.  it's sort of hard to believe that it's 2005.  the year  brings so many things with it...graduation especially.  the future is descending upon me and I'm not sure what I'm going to do about it...

I'm totally unprepared for all of this, I mean I feel like a child who has lost her way and hasn't the slightest idea of where she is going.  I look back on 2004 and think about what I've done, what I've accomplished, who I've met, and the person that I am.  Looking back on all of that now, what seemed strange at one time is now perfect.  haha, I just realized something...exactly one year ago today (actually around this exact time as well) I was at the Underground meeting for the first time: Jay Fisher, Brian Morgante, The Separation Scene, The Midnight Jacks, and Black Rose Diary.   wow.   creepy.  And think, if Dave Dubowski hadn't convinced me to go to his show then I never would have met some of my best friends.  I never would have met any of the amazing people who have, over the past year, changed my life.  They've changed the way I look at myself, mostly but also the way that I look at faith.  I don't usually talk about my faith, or broadcast it, but I've met some people who do, and they inspire me.  Their undying devotion to their God and their faith is amazing, and it's changed the way I think about my faith, and the way I express it.

so last night I had to work 4-8 which didn't suck nearly as bad as I thought it would. then I came home and schmooozed with the family for a bit.  then it was off to Erin's for some nice new year's fun with my friends.  it was nothing spectacular, we didn't get drunk, or stoned, or whatever (they don't do that stuff anyways). we watched anchorman which was kind of stupid but oh well.  and then we missed the ball on TV because Erin was convinced that they would show it on Letterman......they didn't.  so after about five minutes of laughing about how we were all dumb......we watched Fight Club.  spectacular.  I can't think of a better way to kick off a new year than watching Fight Club.  maybe by watching Boondock...but as I've lent my copy out then I guess I'll have to do without.  I can quote the whole movie anyways so.

good friends=good times

I think this year might be better than the last

so this is the new year
and I don't feel any different
the clanking of crystal
explosions off in the distance

so this is the new year
and I have no resolutions
for self assigned penance
for problems with easy solutions

so everybody put your best suit or dress on
let's make believe that we are wealthy for just this once
lighting firecrackers off on the front lawn
as thirty dialogues bleed into one

I wish the world was flat like the old days
then I could travel just by folding a map
no more airplanes, or speedtrains, or freeways
there'd be no distance that can hold us back

so this is the new year....